08/04/2008 12:33
E.H.F.A.R
I seriously love Fashion...like I really love it. And I can't afford it. Everything i make up, i have YET to buy. I don't dress the way i post (you'll see), but i wish i did. But yea...this is the outfit i want on my first day of school for my last semester as a sophmore at Santa Monica College (i'm taking 2 classes there and 4 at Glendale CC)..Cute huh? The bag is currently out of stock, but i'm sure i can find something else to substitute. Let's see:
Oh yea....so this is where everything is...at your neighborhood mall...Nice huh? I know lol....you don't gots ta tell me hahahahahahah....
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08/04/2008 12:24
Fear is the Mind Killer...
So I probably did the best thing ever and did something totally off my chart to get my lazy behind off the couch and some confidents and energy in my step....
I signed up for boxing....
Oh yes....yes i did.
I think i'm going to totally enjoy it and can't back out because:
1) It's twice a week.
2) I've always been a fighter (sad to say).
3) It's a credit towards my AA so I have no CHOICE but to go.
I don't like how i am now (i know every girl says that), but i don't like knowing that i was SMALLER than this before. I don't like knowing that my FAMILY has a little gene that makes them big after pregnancy and can't get the weight off....I seriously don't want to end up like that....to be big at 40 and completely lost...it's not fair to me and my future life. I mean look at this! I'm 147lbs and 5'4:
- Body mass index (BMI): 25.4
- Body surface area (BSA): 1.74
- Ideal body weight: 123 lb - 136 lb
- Lean body weight: 107 lb
- BMI Category: in Normal Range
The thing is, is that I want to feel healthy for myself and no one else....it's really about making ME happy, you know....
I'm going to school for International Relations/Global Cutures or Asian Studies/Political Science....why? Because i want to travel that's why. I love learning about different people and especially the Asian culture for some reason. I don't know why i'm doing political science, but i decided after i changed my major from Zoology (at a time when i discovered, "Hey, what the hell? I don't even like animals all that much") to do something i had fun and was good at in high school (can anyone say A in American Government!!!!). I have a knack for politics...what can i say?
I just want to start over...that's all....i just want to be ME. The Me i know i am...I want to get over being shy and say what's on my mind and not really think SO MUCH before I speak, you know...it's terrible....How can you live on your life in Fear of things.
"Fear is the Mind Killer..." so how can you progress?
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