Getting used to it..

I have been getting used the pain that comes with excersizing, and I must say that I hate it, But I dont want to stop. It can't last for forever, right?

Flab

I spent 20 mins (5 miles)  on the bike. I am a little sore right now, then I did 10 mins on my  yoga ball doing sit ups. Thank God for that ball other wise I would not be able to do sit ups at all. I really need to start working on the way I eat. I was thinking about doing the My Alli Pill but I don't know about the side effects. 

I've noticed that I am very flabby, Will I be able to tone it? My wrost fear is that I am going to have to get it removed and I in no way do not want that. It looks painfull.

Emily Elizabeth is 5 months old and she is doing so well her big brother Shawn Austin is doing well too. He is in the 2 year old stage.

My short term goal is to lose 10 pounds my long term goal is too lose 120.

A little weight doesn't hurt.......right?

So I have been MIA for a while, easy to do with two kids under 3. I gained a few pounds. I just let go of my self again.
I was walking in walmart, and just realized at how different people look at me and treat me. I don't care what people think, I just had two children. I have been watching what I am eating I haven't worked out lately.  I just do not have the energy. I wish I knew what to do.

Blah..

I excersized my butt off...(oh how  I wish) And gain back my eight pounds. I just dont understand.  I  cut out soda, I mowed the yard and did the gazzel for 30 mins a day all week..

Ahh..Maybe I am bloated, but 8 pounds is a lot. I drank a ton of water also.

Can't sleep

Hello!

I haven't been able to sleep. It's not the baby, she sleeps mostly threw the night. I just haven't been with it, I've been day dreaming about so much stuff.

I lost 8 pounds. I've worked my ass off for it. I still need to drink more  water. I try. I cut soda out almost all together. I drink it when its the only thing there.

Here is to a new start!

Emily Elizabeth

I had  a baby girl named Emily Elizabeth. I gained 50 pounds, which is more, way more than I should have. The last 3 days I've been working out every day. Something I never really did. I want to lose about 70 pounds in the next 6 months, is that a possible and safe goal?

Pregnant

Its been a while. I am now 19 weeks pregnant. I havent posted in a while. I was up to 245 and right now I am 240. I am trying to lose weight now but its hard. I really don't want to be much more than I am now. There is such a huge difference between 240 and 220 and thats what I want to be 220. I need to increase my water intake by a lot.

Long time no talk..

Sorry its been a while. I went to the doctors, that was pointless. They ordered blood test for my tyroids.. I've been threw this 132323 times and it always comes back the same, I just have a packet of fat in my neck. How embrassing... Becuase my insurnce doesn't pay for it, I am not doing it. I swear I had maybe 4 nuclear test on my neck. And honestly, it aint cheap. I have a baby I need to spend my money on. He didn't even consider anything else I was telling him. He was in and out in 4 mins. didn't even give me the time of day to even talk. So I gave up. He didn't even offer me advice. I guess you can't ask advice from someone that doesn't care. So I got an Ab Lounge. I am not sure if it is working on my stomach but it is sure doing the job on my arms and legs. I am in very bad pain in those areas.. As far as my water intake... I've been very good at that. I drink plenty of water. Sweat like hell and drink more water. So far I maintained my weight that I lost, but haven't really lost anymore. Sorry its been a while, my checking account, passwords and credit card have all been stolden. I can't really say anything about it right now. It an open legal issue. And to think it was my own family memeber who did it.. What a shame.

Its not over yet..

So I lost some weight, I couldn't believe it. I lost 9 pounds in such a small time. 5 off my starting weight and 4 more off of what I gained and lost again. I think I am starting to like this water, I like what it is doing for me more though..hehe.

I dont think I am eatting the way I should but if I eat something with too much fat or cals in it I will skip a snack or a meal to make up for it. I don't normally eat more that once or twice a day anyways.

I have an appointment with the doctor on Wednesday to talk about my weight. I hope he gives me some usefull information and I also want to talk to him about a breast reduction as well.

Water, Water, Water

Today so far I drank 2 16.9 fl oz of water. This is so amazing because I never drink water. Ever. And I am still going.

I did sit ups for the first time in like 5 years, I did twenty of them. I belly danced, I used weights for my arms. 

I didnt eat any junk food.

I can't believe how easy this is.