Phentermine

I went to a weight loss clinic today, I got a b12 shot, Phentermine hcl 37.5 So far it has worked, I do feel like I am hungery. I've had 1285 cals today, I am only supposed to have 1000 a day. Seems a little WOW to me. If I could guess what I had before I started 3 weeks ago I would guess 2- 4 thousand cals a day. I did not ever fell hungery. I do now, kinda. I feel better. LOL I pee all the time because I am always am drinking water.

Accident

This month is starting out on a bad note, my brother just started driving, I asked him to go get something to eat for me, 10 mins later he calls and says he was in a crash. He hit a parked car and tipped over his suv. I felt so bad, it was a bad accident. I was so worried that I didn't get to work out. He is okay but  I am still really worried for him because he always takes things hard. I shouldn't have asked him to go.

Getting used to it

Yesterday was the supper ball as everyone knows. Everyone wanted pizza so I ordered from papa johns. I ordered Wings and a large pizza. Normally I would eat a thing a wings my self and pizza. But yesterday I was stuffed after 2 wings and a little bit of pizza. I am amazed. I did take a break from working out. I just didn't have the energy.

Thursday I go to a weight loss clinic because my doctor wont help me. I have to pay 130 a visit but that with the meds and pills and b12 shot. So I wont bitch about that. I just wish it were in my budget.

Blah, today is going to be a boring day.

Help

I slept in today, actually I just got out of bed and its almost 2. I have no engery and it was hard for me to sit up. I feeling like this. I should mention that I didnt go to bed until 2ish. I just can't sleep anymore. Ahh.

Edit-

I lost weight, I actually lost weight!!! Omg. I am 261 and last week I was 275

WTF

I just got done an amazing work out, but the strangest thing happened, my feet fell a sleep in the middle of cardeo (?) How the heck does that happened? I stopped rubbed it out and started again, I did that for 40 mins than I did sit ups for 20 mins. I feel really good. But I am not losing weight. I went to the doctors today and asked to be put on Phentermine and he said no. I am pissed. Now I have to pay to go to a weight loss clinic.

I'm back again

I lost 8 pounds in the past week! I excersized my butt off, Oh how I wish! I've been taking b12 because my doctor wont give me any, he also told me that Phentrimine doesn't work and he wasn't impressed by the results it did have, I personally think he is nuts. I have desided to go else where, I found this place called Physicians Weight Control, I am going to make an appointment with them tomorrow. I now have a 3 year old son and a 10 month old daughter. It's time to get the baby fat off of me!!!

Hello again

I have been having problems with some birth control I've been taking. So cross your fingers and pray that it was working. I been having cramps and stuff.
I can't watch the news anymore, I can't believe a mother would wrap her baby up and throw her in a box. Low life pound scum.

ahh..

I've been so sick. I just can't shake it off. I hate it. I gained some weight, but I have started a new type of birth control and its my time of the month so a 5 to 10 pound weight gain around this time of the month is normal for me.

I have kept up with my work out. I haven't seen any results yet. I have been back to my old eatting habbits. I know that eatting everything I want. and working out is getting me no where. I hate that I do it. I am trying.

sleepy

I've been sleepy and not wanting to get out of bed lately, than again living where I live, who would want to get out of bed.
My land lord changed the rain spout outside and she said she would take it on my rent, I went outside, looked at the rain spout and said "your fu&%^ing  nuts" my exact words. it was the same one that was there only she patched up the rust wholes and painted it. I don't think so.

I've taken my alli and it didnt happen to me again. thank goodness.

I cant seem to find a good daily vitamin, any suggestions?
I lost 2 pounds.

EWWW!!!

I tend to say to much or I tend to tell people way too much information when it comes to certain things. I bought the Alli pill, 90 pill starter set. I read everything. I never in my life watched what I ate like I did when taking this pill. Frankly, it scared the hell out of me because I didn't want to shit my self. I gave up my much loved Ranch Dressing, and chesse. Never in my life would I believe there was that much grams of fat in chesse. I never looked at how much calories or grams of fat where in anything and now I am too scared not too.

Well the side affects are real, and it happened to me. I did nothing to make it happened, it just happened on its own. I know it says that if you eat something with too much fat in it , it will happened, well I can honestly say I did not. I didn't  even know it. What if I would have been out at the store or something? Omg.