What to do?
Last night, I really couldn't sleep! About 1:45am, I woke up and I called my bf (whom is out of town). On Monday, we had a huge fight and he had left to work w/o even saying good-bye! I hate for him to leave like this because then I worry he will not focus on driving safe or on his job which is very dangerous if you are not fully aware and concentrating on the job. Well, I had finally heard from him on Wed and he was doing fine but as far as our issue (the reason for our fight), we didn't even discuss that and I really didn't want to talk about it, either because I didn't want to stress him out while he was out of town. But I just couldn't stop thinking about it last night. He had sent me a text about 10:40pm saying he missed me. Well, didn't know what to respond, so I just text him back saying that I missed him too but that we need to not forget that we cannot pretend Monday did not happen at all and that there was still much to talk about. Well, I guess, he wanted to talk about my text and the issue and I ignored his phone call. I really didn't want to talk about it till he came home but I guess he felt he was ready to talk. Anyways, well, this did bother me and about 1:45am, I ended up calling him. Don't really know why? Do ya'll think TOM makes us a little crazy sometimes? 
Anwyays, so I called him and we did talk about our issue and he finally said the words I was longing for! He finally said, "I apologize!" Yes, that is what I wanted to hear to feel better. But then he wanted me to realize my wrong doing! And yes, I did snap and approach him inappropriately about an issue and I guess, I just need to learn how to communicate w/o being so blunt and ugly about an issue! All week long, I had been feeling bloated and then Fri when TOM came, I felt a little bit better (especially knowing my dad was getting better and the issue between bf and I was talked about and settled) but I still felt my stomach big and hard. Don't know what it is but this morning, I still don't feel 100% great. Its kind of hard to describe, almost like I feel full and at the same time, I feel like butterfies in my stomach (like a nervous, anxious feeling) and then the cramping! Ugh! 
Any suggestions!