life goes on
Life’s been tough again…but I am definitely on the mend and finally back on track…I had a good week this past week and will be back soon to update my stats that are over thereà because they are just plain wrong...but first a bit about where I've been.
Two open letters:
One to Santa Claus, one to Ovarian Cancer
Dear Santa,
Remember when I made that that LIST awhile back, asking for all those things I thought I couldn’t possibly live without during 2007? And remember later that same entry, I followed up with a revised list with just that ONE special item on it? Remember? No really, remember?
Because really…that was what I REALLY wanted! I didn’t care so much about those other things…just that one item and I promised that would make me happy…well, would make all of us happy, it was the only thing any of us wanted..
So what, was it too much for you? you just blew me off? Because that doesn’t seem fair to me…it was all I wanted and it seemed so selfless at the time…and it meant so much…
I know that there were a couple of token items on my original list that I did end up with, but let’s be honest here…those were actually given to me by Mr.Brat..not you..so don’t ya think you could have tried a little harder here? Because today, I really wished you had listened.
Brat
And to you, Ovarian Cancer:
What was the point? Why her? Why my friend?…it looked like she had you under control for a while! Why didn’t you just leave her alone? She never did anything to you. She refused to give into you, refused to acknowledge that you had any power over her…. she did everything just like her doctors told her to do… “a mere inconvenience” she called you…so I just don’t get it…..
So today, just 2 months to the day since you took her, instead of Mr.Brat and I celebrating her husband’s birthday with her…instead we joined him in a nice LONG WALK on the beach and we thought about her, but mostly we thought about how much we hate you.
And, I just wanted you to know…I miss my friend.
Brat