What did I do to myself?

Yeah, this just hit me

New Years Eve, I weighed in just over 275.
The last 2 weeks, I've been chillin' at 235, thanks to ToM and water retention (I hope!).
...but honestly, I look in the mirror sometimes when I'm all cutesy'd up and think "hot damn!"
Because I compare this (235) to that (275).
But really...there is soo nothing hot about this =(
At least not yet, anyway. Not really.

I can understand the mechanics of how I got here. I ate too much and moved too little. I wrote off bits and bites here and there as nothing, when they probably contributed a hundred calories (or more!). So I can see how I physically got here.

But how could I have let this happen to myself?
I mean, I follow an objectivist lifestyle. So how is it that I could have held myself in such high esteem while simultaneously sabotaging the very thing that I hold most important?

My quick fixes and short-term happinesses made a hypocrite out of me in the long run =(

Eep.
Well, glad I got that whine out of my system!
So, recap: weekend went just fine. I watched what I put in my mouth, for the most part. But I slacked on the exercise - I just did Friday's lower-body workout and Saturday's cardio this evening. But I had a blast.
Friday went out with Chuchy.
Saturday went to a party.
Sunday hit the gym.
All in all, I'm feelin' pretty good. I think I really needed that lax weekend. 'Twas nice.

Cheers -