Deconstructing the Meme

Putting me back together. Again.

My Profile

  • Name: Riverbend
  • City: Albany
  • State: NY
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 213.60lb
Current weight: 143.50lb
Goal weight: 140.00lb
Lost to date: 70.10lb
Remaining: 3.50lb

My Calendar

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Another month. Another pound. 'Nuff said? I only come here to bitch I guess.

Though I did lose 2 inches from my hips. 1lb = 2inches? I don't get it.  I'm on week 32. I've lost 35.1 so that's just a smidge over a pound a week. At this rate I'll be under 1lb a week very soon.

I was just at some calculator website that said I should be eating 1700ish calories a day to lose 2lbs a week. I eat 1100-1400 and I lose barely a pound a week. Actually less than that since August. Much less. More like .25 a week or something.

I go back to the Dr. Nov. 1. Of course Dr's look at the number, say "eat less and exercise more."  No shit. 

I've done this before. I lost 72 damn pounds. I know what it takes!!!!!!!!!!  I'm doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, not really. But what's gonna happen when I get closer to healthy weight. I'm going to have to stop eating entirely to lose! This isn't right but no one will listen to me because I'm fat which apparently means I'm stupid, lazy, and a liar. wtfever




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