I think I can!

For the first time this weight loss thing actually feels doable. I'm over halfway there. Wow.

Though I haven't tracked what I eat in 2 weeks - which is bad because if I don't track I go over. Yet I'm still losing. Well, I am provided today's number isn't just some fluke. Bah, maybe I spoke to soon and just jinxed myself? Well, nothing to jinx. I haven't been tracking and so very likely have been going over to like maybe 1500 a day lol. How sick is it that 1500 is going over? I'm just excited that I haven't gained. Exercise has been sparse too the past two weeks. Only once a day and not everyday either. Gotta get back on track here before the numbers start going the other way as they always do.

It was that damn snow storm we had 2 weeks ago that messed me up. I spent 6 hours shoveling. Then I was too tired to care about food. I just ate because I was hungry. I felt like I had a right to need a bit extra. Then I couldn't work out for 2 days because I was so sore. The whole back of my body was sore. My elbow is still not right - whenever I lift something it hurts. :(  Then after that came PMS. I have to let my body do what it wants to do with PMS pretty much. And what it wants to do is sleep and eat. I even had chocolate. I had been craving it for 3 damn days and finally said FINE damnit. I bought one of those cadbury cream eggs. Probably my favorite food aside from hostess cupcakes.

I smoked this weekend too. And drank. And lost weight. I dunno what is going on. I'm not a smoker anymore. I know that. This was the first time I'd been in a bar since I quit smoking 1.5 years ago. I just kept getting the urge. So I did it. It tasted like crap so I put it out. Later I figured I'd try again. Still tasted like crap. And smelled. I tried that about 7 or so more times before I started losing my voice. Smoking sucks.