Where the heck have I been?
Wow! I haven't been here in over a week. That NEVER happens! But truthfully, I've been feeling like an imposter lately. I just haven't been up to posting about my lack of progress and how frustrated I am and how I just want to quit. No one needs to hear that, right?
This is the cycle of my life and I blame my body for being a yo-yo dieter. I lose 40-ish pounds, plateau, get frustrated that my body is no longer cooperating and I am not making progress, and eat my weight back up again. Then I start to lose weight again, stop at 40-ish pounds, get frustrated at my lack of progress... I think I am at the "eat my weight back up again" stage. I haven't weighed myself in over 2 weeks (because why bother if I'm not going to see anything I like, right?) and I now I must be gaining like crazy again. I looked in the mirror the other day and realized that I am getting "fat" again (I say that like I was ever NOT fat...). My newly smaller fitting clothes are not so fitting anymore and I know these are both signs that I need to get back on the wagon.
But therein lies the problem. Mentally I am just not into doing the effort for no results. Sure, I'll lose this quick weight gain and then stall again at the 260-ish mark. What is so great about 260 that my body wants to hang out there? And why have I been there since October? Talk about an extended vacation! OK, body - MOVE ON!
So I am considering joining LA Weight Loss. I am in the researching phase right now, but I obviously need something different and with guidance. Being on my own just isn't working anymore. The only negative I have heard so far is that they try to get you to by a lot of their supplements and meal replacements and it can get pricey if you actually buy all the stuff they recommend. But I figure it can't be more than JC or Nutrisystem. And I'll have an actual body in front of me, helping me plan. Anyone ever done or heard of LA Weight Loss? Let me know your insights!
I'll try not to stay gone for so long this time, but unless I get my motivation back, I don't want to discourage all of you. Keep on keepin' on, y'all! Happy losing!

