Regrets

Wow, regret is a powerful word isn't it? hmmm? makes me think, are there things worth regretting that have occurred in my life? I mean if you dwell on things that are in the past, why call it the past? if you dwell on things that you regret, when will the healing ever begin?

I'm sorry my sister's (meaning all females in general), I was born with a male mentality (sort of) what's past is past, if you dont owe me money and even if you do, its over.

Oh what a small price to pay for peace of mind.

Today is a very special day, not for me mind you, but, for billions of little kids who parents could, or could not afford to buy them the scrummiest of christmas frivalities. Dear God, thank you for allowing me to grow up oblivious of the knowledge, or yearning of the joy's of motherhood. Dear God, thank you for silencing my biological clock at an early age and forgiving me for being so selfish for blowing it UP! a little later in life.... I know I shouldn't be happy to have a biological clock that could have been a timex and I would have stopped its ticking, licking or not, that sucker would have had to  STOP!... just to preserve my sanity of course lord, that is all.

Listen please, dont get me wrong, I love my nieces and nephews (from afar) I truly do (as long as they stay away) but, every little baby girl wasn't going to be a mother later in life, I, just happen to be one of the fortunate...ahem! I mean unfortunate......that never had children...YIPPEEE!,okay, okay, Im sorry and forgive all of you I might be offending (because your money, time and sanity are no longer your own) my intentions are not to offend, truly (......). I love kids, they, unbeknowest to me, just do not like me....

Hope everyone has a happy holiday and if it was at all possible, I hope some of you more fortunate ladies/men, who were fortunate enough to have a heap of lil angels, doggone icon button I meant ..heh! I wish you peace, because lord know's after today, your gonna need it!

Happy Holidays!