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It's only half passed the point of no return

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  • Name: Suebells
  • City: Spartanburg
  • Region: South Carolina
  • Country: United States

My Weight Loss

Height: 154.9cm
Start weight: 243.90lb
Current weight: 202.90lb
Goal weight: 143.00lb
Lost to date: 41.00lb
Remaining: 59.90lb

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Really Simple Syndication
10/15/2010 04:35

I walked and I cried..

I had a beautiful moment with God today. I cleared my mind and went back out on the road just to be alone. All kinds of emotions just poured out of me. I ended up talking to God aloud. I think I hit almost every emotion out on that pavement. I walked and walked hard and fast. At one point I looked back and was shocked at how far my home was..I prayed for peace of mind,contentment,and asked God to carry my burden for awhile. By the time I arrived back I felt lighter and less broken somehow. I haven't been the wife I wanted to be for some time now,the mother,or the daughter I want to be..but more importantly I haven't been my friend. The road hold answers for me so I will be visiting it often. No Ipods on to drown out my thoughts..just a small town girl trying to understand where it all went wrong.


xxx

Posted By: Suebells
Comments to this post:
10/15/2010 10:00

HI

Sounds like this has been exactly what you needed.  Sometimes we just need time alone without any distractions.  I hope you figure out where you want to be in life and that you stay positve.  Lovely to be back in touch with you.  Take care, Joy x x x

Posted By: BEARDJOY
10/15/2010 10:37

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when it's just you.... its hard not to liosten to yourself, even the scary truths part of you doesnt want to hear..... its healing xxxx

Posted By: Titaniastar



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