DON'T FALL OFF THE WAGON!!

yeah easier said than done!  but i am doing it.....slowly.

burning the wagon sounds like a pretty good idea. What a LOSER

Do something....

so I am.  Since I am not good at going to the gym regularly...I am volunteering at the children's hospital four hours a week.  Full time Mom and student.  Spring is here ladies and gentlemen. When the weather clears....time to hit the parks!! Play, walk, get involved...help someone that needs it.  Keep active....do something.

I want....

I want to play with my kids and not be out of breath. 

I want to walk the beach without worrying about how I look or who is looking at me.

I want to be looked at with admiration and to be noticed not just at home. 

I want to be desired by my hubby more than he already does.

I want to be able to sit on an airplane comfortably.

I want to be free of this suit of fat .  How I wish I could just peel it off and throw it away.

I want to be healthy

I want to feel good.

I want to be free!!!!

THAT'S BULL$#!t...!!!

I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS. This is not a bullshit scam. I just feel like SCREAMING it out. 

I could not resist the temptation of weighing myself at home. I was gonna wait till April 3.  So I weighed myself at home on the bathroom scale at 1 pm eastern standard time. I weighed 255 March 3 2008 which was only what... two days ago? Today at I am 249? So I said to myself "THATS BULLSHIT!"  So under the suspicion of a broken bathroom scale...I drove to my Diet MDs office as they are so kind to weigh me when ever I please. Nope the scale is not broken. I LOST 6 POUNDS IN 2 DAYS! 

I need to ride this for as long as it lasts because i know i will eventually hit that awfull plateau.

In the beginning......

I gave birth last year....now she's 1.  No excuses. I have to do this for my health and my family who REALLY needs me to be there for many years to come.

I was placed on bed rest for the duration of the pregnancy so getting back to the routine of working out is really rough but 20 minutes a day for 2 weeks is the plan for now. 

I have done this before when I had my son in 1999.  I lost 100 lbs no bullshit.  You do not think about how much you have to go...you pat yourself on the back and congradulate (did i spell that right?) yourself on getting through the day...and night. 

I helped my sister lose 100 as well.  She has kept it off for 8 years and counting. Support is the key...going at it alone is WAY harder.  Even if your support is blogging which by the way this is my first blog so I hope y'all don't think i'm an e-tard.  All are welcome (except scammers,spammers...and all the other ammers!!)