That's right folks, I'm 230 pounds now and I feel...icky. BUT!!! I've gotten back on track. Filled my fridge with goodies like Oranges, Salads, Juice (I mix it mostly with water and drink it when I want something like Beer, Wine, or soda...), and bottles and bottles of water. It's hard. But I can't do this. My heart really does hurt and I made a promise to my husband I'd do all I can to get healthy...but I need support...I can't afford weight watchers or a gym membership, so I have to find the will inside, and lose this weight. Now I feel the tears coming down my cheeks, lonely and wishing there was a easy way out of this...I used to never have a problem losing weight...but since I've started birth control and other needed medications it's...Crazy hard. Anyway, what it comes down to is I really need as much help as possible. I wouldn't mind making a tag team with someone on here, a daily reminder to walk, eat heathier, and do my upmost to stay alive and get healthy. If anyone is willing to do this and lives around the 865 area code, let me know. I'm reaching out to you, I can't do this alone. I have to be supported and be able to give support in order to do this. If not by phone, please someone out there join me in this crazy hard challenge and lets get though it for real this time. I can't afford to put it off any longer, I'm scared. I wasn't living up to my promise to do everything I can to get healthy and stay alive for so long as possible...

I personally think this site is even better than Weight Watchers... I did WW before and I was successful (but then quit and gained it back).  What helped me most was the support and motivation from the meetings. We can do that HERE!