Need to De-Stress

Okay, I need to get these feelings down in writing and hopefully that will help relieve some of the stress I feel right now...

This week is just plain overwhelming!  Last weekend was a way over-indulgent, low-to-no activity sloth fest.  I had a wonderful time and went to the most incredible wedding I have ever seen but now the guilt is just killing me.  Especially since the rest of the week is also full of challenges!  The ONLY relief I have is that I do not have to weigh in until the end of August.  I have some time but that also means I can't go to a WW meeting this month until I am ready to weigh in.  Not that I planned on going for a while anyway.  That is another story altogether though. 

So, this week.  Here is the deal.  We have two birthdays at work, which means cake Monday and Tuesday.  I went to 20 pts/day for this week to make up for the weekend.  So I am counting the cake - or at least estimating to the best of my ability.  Who really knows how many points it is.  And assuming I am counting the cake correctly I have stayed in the 20pts for the past two days.   Tomorrow will bring some relief.  No challenges.  I am going to do a real, honest 20 pts and do my usual gym routine and all will be well (if the left over cake gets out of the fridge and/or I manage to stay away from it).  Thursday, however, is another event involving fatty food and beer.  It is my last chance to enjoy this event which runs for 6 weeks in the summer only.  I am going to do 20pts to the best of my ability.  Then Friday is a BBQ at my co-worker's house.  I can have my cereal in the morning (which is only 2 pts) but that leaves 18 for the cook out which believe it or not will probably be tough.  So I may be over that day.  I will still get to the gym in the AM though.  So how bad will it be?  I don't really think I am making progress on recovering from the wedding this week but if I am avoiding gaining any more (if I did gain from the wedding - I am still too scared to weigh myself) that is good, right?  Then next week there are no challenges that I know of so I can do 20 pt days again and lose some weight.  It will be okay.  I can do this.  I know how.  I am 10 lbs below goal anyway.   It is okay... RIGHT?  Only the scale will tell...