Unhealthy

I feel very unhealthy today.  I thought I was getting back on track with WW.  Went to the gym a couple times.  Did my 3 mile walk.  Lowered my daily pts to make up for the gain.  But I am still eating uncontrollably.  Mostly sweets. Yes, I am PMS, but that is not the problem.  Depression.  Lack of motivation.  Exhaustion.  An overall feeling of illness.  Those are the problems.  Fortunately, I am going to my doctor tomorrow.  I will find out the results of my latest blood tests (is my cholesterol still high? am I still anemic?) and I will ask him for a referral to a psychologist.  I have been having some serious psychological issues lately and those are probably making it harder for me to stick to the WW program.  Honestly, I don't even want to go to my meeting this Saturday. 
They always say that when you are off track and feeling discouraged is when you most need to be there - and that is the best thing to do - but I feel that if I do go at all I will literally get down on my hands and knees and crawl in there, my head hung low.  I went to a meeting on Monday night.  I think that helped a little in that I felt like I could maybe get back on track.  But my behaviors the past two days have not proven that at all. 

Today I feel very tired as well.  I came home from work and took a nap.  I had every intention of going to the gym but never made it.  I went over my points.  I was cold - even though it is in the mid 80s and HUMID here.  I didn't even turn the A/C on until a little while ago (so I can sleep comfortably) and I am wearing a long sleeve shirt and pants.  Hmmm... something is definitely amiss here.