Feeling down today
I'm feeling a little down today. I have been really tired the past couple of days. I think a big part of it is my body still recovering from the 5K. I did the math and I figure I averaged over 4.4mph walking which is way faster than I ever do on the treadmill. I am actually still a little sore!
But I am also bored I think. Going through another "sick of my life" phase. And that makes me depressed. This morning when I weighed myself at the gym I was up 2 lbs. I know I can take that off by the end of the week but I also want to stay on track to get to goal by Sat. May 13. It is going to be a difficult week for me. I will be staying at my Mom's house, which is in the middle of freaking nowhere, starting tomorrow. So my gym schedule will change. It will be more difficult for me to get there and I will be extremely tired because I will have to get up early, take care of her pugs, go to work, come home and take care of the pugs again then go BACK out to go to the gym. Plus my sister wants to do dinner together on Thursday and I am supposed to go out to eat with friends on Friday. So I am very nervous about my weigh in this week already. It doesn't help that someone brought cookies to the office yesterday and I have this complete inability to resist cookies...
I really really want this. I want to hit goal ON MAY 13. But when I am tired and depressed and hating life it is so hard to be motivated and worry about what I'm eating. Plus I am getting sick of eating the same stuff. I know that I am up 2 right now because I have been eating too many carbs and not enough fruits and veggies but I do not like a lot of veggies and there is only so much salad a person can eat. Plus I am completely broke so I have to make do with what I have in my house - which unfortunately is mostly pasta, rice, soup, etc.
So, I need all my supporters out there to wish me luck - I have to find SOMETHING that will motivate me to get through the rest of this week...