Ever Expanding Me
I went into the Target dressing room, because I'm down to one pair of jeans that still fits. You can only wash them so many times in a week!
The problem of adding weight back is that you can live in denial for a while - even looking at the scale isn't the smack in the head you might think it would be.
If you want a reality check, people, visit your nearest dressing room. 
I realized yesterday that, since Christmas of '05, I have packed on about 3 dress sizes. And 30 pounds. Now, I'm only a couple of pounds heavier than my starting weight here - which shows I've been doing a great job of maintaining. But I don't *want* to maintain. I want to get the fluff off, once and for all. And I'm feeling much more motivated to do so, having checked out my backside and all its accompanying nightmarish rolls in the Target dressing room mirror.
Swimsuit season is just around the corner and I am *not* going to spend yet another summer trying to find a miraclesuit that actually works miracles. "Maintenance Girl" is going to become "Slim Girl". I'm done with the fooling around. Who's with me??!! Let's do it, folks!

