the first cut is the deepest

Ive tried to lose weight so many times. Its work before. I went from 183-130  when i was 14, and since then i gained about 25 lbs back. This time its for real.
The thing standing in my way is that I'm a cook my profession. I have a passion for food, and even though i enjoy exercising and living a healthy lifestyle, my job can get in the way. In the next couple months i hope to shed my extra lbs and get back into the healthy lifestyle i used to have. Right now im basically at the lowest confidence level i have had since i was 183 lbs, so something needs to change. Plus I' sure everyone can relate to what its like to have a closet full of clothes that you can only look at! so frustrating.
I'm looking forward to committing to this once and for all, and i hope that i will have lots of support along the way
~until tommorow