Well, I lost the baby. No rhyme or reason, just something that happened. So here I am, 12 pounds heavier than I was when I left (although I did weigh myself this evening instead of in the morning, so I might lose a few pounds by tomorrow) and ready to work on getting healthy for the next try, should I decide to try again.
I've rejoined WW and will start going to meetings again next week, I've got my black sharpie and ready to label points on everything in the kitchen. I'm determined. I know with every pound I lose, the chances of me having a healthy and successful pregnancy increases. I'm not saying that I miscarried again because of being fat, but being thinner has to help. I'm also going to try to eat a little more cleaner. I'm not quite ready to do the whole clean eating thing but I'm going to start trying to incorporate more natural and organic foods, stay away from so many processed foods, and get out into the fresh air more.
So I'm back and need your support more than ever! I hope you all have been doing well and I can't wait to get back into the groove of things.
Posted By: CNLessOfMeSoon
Comments to this post:
02/17/2008 15:28
How devestating
I am soooo sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you and fam.
Glad to have you back although the circumstances really stink. I wish I had some words of wisdom, believe it or not, I am speechless for once.
It'll be all ok..things will get better and soon enough you'll be ditching us and having a cute lil healthy baby =) I really really wish you all the best and I know that you can lose this weight. Take care and always know that we're here for you. xox
I am so sorry that you lost the baby. My heart goes out to you. Please let me know if you need anything. I lost my weight with WW so I know a few things.
I am so sorry to hear about the baby. Just stay focused on your health and things will be better before you know it! You have been so successful already, just keep it up!
