Missing the noise
It was an amazingly quiet weekend. My mom had both the kids and it was my husbands first weekend off in a long time. My house was TOO quiet. That eerie quiet. I say that I need a break from the kids, but when they are actually gone, I spend the whole time missing them, wondering what they are doing, and wanting those baby hugs!
Friday, my husband and I decided to try something new for dinner since we didnt have the kids. There is a place near us that is called. DD Peckers. (mottos are "every chick needs a pecker" and "theres always something up with Peckers") Not a place I would normally go to...We went in, and it was dark, nasty bar feeling. Needless to say, the food was dripping in grease and well, I didnt have to worry about the calories, cause the food was assuredly not going to stay with you long. lol...
Sunday, we got the boys back, and from the moment they got in the car...The whining began...I said awww, its a special priviledge they save for us...lol...oh, How i missed the noise. The quiet could drive a sane person crazy.
I dont know what is up with my body. I get scared. Last night, I started bleeding again. According to my bc pills Tom isnt due for at least another week and a half. The reason I get scared is, hub and I wanted to have another child. But with my cycles being messed up, coming and going as they will, its hard to track. At my age, my mom had to have a hystorectomy. I dont want to follow the same trend. I know that sounds a bit silly because I am not my mom. But she had a lot of the same things going on with her body. Eh, I guess we will see where things head. Its just frustrating..Sorry had to vent.
I have found over the last several months, that if I plan out the menu, go to the store for only those things on my menu list. It makes it so much easier not to stray, and we save money. I lay out the calendar and plan the meals, then coordinate what we need, and go to the store from there. If i only have what I need, I cant veer too much from the path of eating right. I didnt realize how much extra stuff we were buying until I put my menus into place. Oh, the mismatch items in the cupboard. lol.
I hope we all drop some pounds this week...keep our heads up and keep smiling.
Gail

