06/07/2008 21:49
2.9kg / 6.4 lbs gained in 2 days
I'm lost...I don't know what to do anymore..I've lost faith in everything..

| Height: | 162.0cm |
| Start weight: | 152.81lb |
| Current weight: | 141.35lb |
| Goal weight: | 119.07lb |
| Lost to date: | 11.47lb |
| Remaining: | 22.27lb |
| 25 |
| May '12 |
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I'm lost...I don't know what to do anymore..I've lost faith in everything..

Out of control. Buffet everyday. I hate life. Life is so unfair for me.

I can't accept it myself. I'm actually back to 157 lbs. Gained 10 lbs within a few days. Can't stop thinking bout food. All those carbs. I need them. I ate everything I restricted myself from taking.
I ate 5 plates of pasta, 5 burgers, 5 pints of ice cream, 10 large packs of potato chips, 10 hash browns, 10 large fries, and theres many more that I miscount & forgotten each day.
I'm useless. No determination, no discipline, Such a loser.