What's wrong with me?

For the past 2 months I have not lost any weight!  I exercise regularly, but I cannot seem to conquer food.  I feel so defeated.  It makes me so aggrivated that I work so hard to exercise (one of the things I hate most in the whole world), but I cannot seem to make any progress!  I know exercise has many benefits other than weight loss, so it is not all for nothing.  But the ONLY reason I am exercising is to lose weight. 

Last night I ate at O'Charley's.  I had 2 buttered rolls, a side salad, onion rings, fries, and chicken fingers.  Then when I got home, I had 2 tall glasses of low sugar chocolate milk.  I HAVE  to low carb to lose due to my PCOS condition.  It seems I screw up atleast once a day by eating when not hungry or giving in to cravings at night.  Monday night I ate a box of cereal at midnight!  This is so typical lately. 

I was going to record what I eat daily in a blog, but I don't have that kind of time to blog daily or to record every bite I take.

Good news:  I have increased my walking to 2.5 miles a day and have been drinking tons of water.  I will add strength training this week.

I still do my motivational devotions every day, but apparantly they are not helping.  Why can't I just eat right?  It sounds so freaking easy!  I am so pathetic.  I truly feel I will not lose hardly any more weight.  I do not believe I will ever reach my goal.  I don't want to be the fat teacher at work. 

We are going to Wild Adventures next month.  The last time I went, I weighed the same as I do now and they had to squeeze me into a roller coaster with my daughter.  I was so embarrassed.  I told my daughter that I could not ride with her this time.  She is disappointed. 

AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!