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  Well, Monday's weigh in was aweful.  Sunday we had taco bell, so I was going to use today's as the official weigh in.  It was the same.  So I have not lost a single pound this week.  How frustrating!  I exercised a lot.  One day I walked my 2 miles and then cut the front yard.  Another day I walked, did yoga, and then did 1/2 of a video.  I ate pretty good.  I am sure I could have eaten better, but I would say I did an alright job.  I drank lots of water.  I am so annoyed!

This week is going to be hard.  I am housing my sick sister-in-law who has 2 kids, one of which is a baby.  She is pretty much totally dependent on me.  I am not the most patient person in the world, so I am really struggling with this!  I have a short fuse and ALL kids annoy me.  So we have her two and my two.  There is total fussing of the older kids, ages 5-9, and the baby is a mama's boy who cries when I am not walking around with him.  I want to help her, but I am also wanting to be selfish.  This is MY summer vacation!  I have not had many days to sit at home with no company and relax!  Plus, I have not exercised with her here since I am constantly watching kids.  And shamefully, I am glad for that excuse.

Pray for me.  Pray she gets "well."  Pray that I have enough will power to lose some weight this week.  Pray that I have the patience to deal with these kids without blowing a fuse.