Excited!!
Okay, So I'm going back to how I used to eat almost 4 years ago in New Hampshire. My diet consisted of :
| Height: | 170.2cm |
| Start weight: | 267.00lb |
| Current weight: | 267.20lb |
| Goal weight: | 217.00lb |
| Lost to date: | -0.20lb |
| Remaining: | 50.20lb |
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Okay, So I'm going back to how I used to eat almost 4 years ago in New Hampshire. My diet consisted of :
So now I'm on my journey to loosing at close to 50 pounds by the time I graduate. I have been improving on how much I eat but I know I can do better. I hate those moments where I'll be doing so good then all of a sudden I lose my drive. I need to work on that- to not lose my confidence and waste all the progress I've made. So far I am weighing myself twice a week. I am procrastinating on the exercise part. I want to get back into Curves. But it obviously cost money and I don't feel right asking my mom to pay YET AGAIN, for something I start and never finish. Hence why I have been trying to get a job so that I can pay for it myself. Ugh, I need to stop making excuses. I can do SOME type of exercise. Just need to find the drive to do it. :( but how? blah!
I'm a senior in high school and I'm graduating soon. Right now I am the heaviest I have ever been and it's horrible. I used to at least have a pretty face and be a little chubby. But now I'm just huge everywhere. You can't see the pretty in my face anymore. I am determined to loose at least 40 - 50 pounds before I graduate which is in May. Does that seem a little unrealistic? Well I'm going to try to do it anyway. I've tried a million different things and nothing worked. The only time I lost a real good amount of weight was when I moved to New Hampshire. But as soon as I came back to Hawaii I gained it all back and more. I'm tired of being fat, of seeing all these cute amazing clothes and not being able to fit into them. I'm tired of all my friends looking so pretty and thin with their boyfriends and I'm just the "fat single girl" in the group. It sucks. I NEED to start changing my life and stop ignoring the problems. My weight problems. So I will achieve my weight loss goal by the time I graduate. And I won't stop making goals until I'm a size I love and everyone else loves.