So...I'm still watching what I am eating, walking more... Parking my car at the other end of the parking lot and getting a good quality night's sleep and I'm still hanging at 175lbs. I saw pictures today from my best friend’s wedding... I looked like I had a baby bump from a profile stance. I'm NOT with child. My boyfriend even told me the other day that his friends were starting to wonder when we were going to tell them that we were expecting.

Something needs to give. It does not help me that my Boyfriend is "MR. FITNESS" and is constantly at a go go go state of mind. He doesn’t realize that I have been out of shape for so long and I have a really hard time trying to keep up with him.. I need an exercise partner that lives close by that I can go walk with.

I want to run a 5k one day and I have set the goal of losing weight to feel better... but I feel so bad that I don't even want to get up of my couch were I am perched at the moment to go do something about it.