11/17/2011 03:11
Hopeful
I'm here...still hanging in and puking. Yesterday was really good. I drank freely for the first time in days. By the end of the day I was starving and decided on some soft cooked eggs. Two bites in I realized what a horrendous mistake I'd made! So today it's been puke day again. I'm so sad...and thirsty! So, for tonight I'm just going to bed and hoping I wake up better, that the swelling in my stomach goes down and that I can drink tomorrow.
I haven't made the gym all week...been in too much discomfort. I'm supposed to train tomorrow, but I'm scared I'm going to have to reschedule. I dont' want to do more damage than good at this point and I'm afraid straining will hurt me. I'm already sore enough as it is!
Good thing about today? I wore a pair of pants that have been hanging in my closet for a long time with tags on them. My Aunt thought they were cute for me and they never fit til now. Triumph despite so much puking! Wooohooo!!
Take care!