Out of It
I feel so out of it right now. I don't feel like talking to my sister. I don't really feel like talking in general. I'm unhappy right now. I've hardly done anything all weekend. I did clean out our cabinets and got rid of most of the junk that was in there. Chips, old cookies, stuff that can be a temptation for me. The good thing is that I haven't really felt too tempted lately. Aunt Flow paid me a visit last week so I'm good off cravings for now.
I've been sitting in my room today watching a CSI Marathon. My true intention was to go out and finally watch The Simpsons movie by myself. Got too caught up with CSI lol. I should really start cleaning my room. It is such a mess right now that I feel slightly claustrophobic at times.
I feel like I have nowhere to go or anything to do with myself other than what I know I need to do. I just feel like disapearing right now. I don't want to be around anyone. I'm just tired of many things going on in my life right now. Nothing seems to be going the way I want it to...
We'll see what tomorrow brings...