Feeling crap

I feel crap. I feel like I am not getting anywhere. I am going to decrease my eating to only 3 small healthy meals a day. No snacks. I am not going to count calories as I know they are going to be small, low cal meals and I cannot be bothered. I am just going to eat alot less for the next two weeks and see if that makes a change in my body. I need to feel hungry more often. Thats the only way my appitite and stomach will shrink. I am going to start running every 2nd day too for 40 mins and 40 mins  of pilates on the other days.

I should be alot further along with weight and size loss progress than I am.

I will weigh myself tomorrow morning and update my weight on here despite the fact it is going to be depressing. It will motivate me to try harder though.

GO AWAT FAT! Grrrrrrrrrrr.