I Can't Give Up!!!
I won't give up, I will get thru this because I have no other choice! Well I do, but I don't like the results of that choice. I did it last year and I can do it again this year! Emotional eating is not ok and after dinner last night I felt like crap about it. I'm not doing myself any favors by throwing a pitty party. So we are getting back on track today!
I think one of my biggest things is that I need to talk to DH about enabling me. Like when we go to dinner he's always getting an appetizer, but he won't eat the whole thing, we have to share. And no more changing plans at the end of the work day. If he decides he wants to do a bunch of crap I'm not going to let it effect me, I'm going to eat the meals I have planned. ( Of course this means I have to make sure I plan meals, but I will do it).
Weekends are going to be hard, but I will manage. This weekend we are going to be hard, but life is hard and I will feel better about things if I manage it. Maybe I should start looking at this the way I look at money. I micro manage that and it works.
OK, I'm off to plan my week, I mean work 
Brandi