loooove the gym!
I cannot get over how much I looooooove my gym. In case I didn't mention it before, I've gone back to my old gym, which I used to go to religiously, even when I lived on the other side of the city. Now, I live like 3 or 4 blocks away, so I sucked up the hefty membership fee and rejoined. Its SO worth it! I'm broke as heck with my new apartment, but I've been twice in the last 5 days and actually want to go back. The gym is just so nice, the energy so great. Besides, when I'm there, I feel like my old fit and kickass self again - after all, last time I was a member, I was 22% body fat and could carry a 27" tv up the stairs.
In any case, I don't know if its motivation, the endorphins, or the Welbutrin kicking in, but I've definitely been much more energetic and active this past week. Part of it might be that Ja inspired me to work towards being a hot girl again :-) Part of it might be that I'm finally finding something to do with my excess anxiety/anger energy. Who knows? Who cares? I feel good - not in a high mood kind of way, but in an active, healthy, proud-of-myself kind of way.
Not only that, but I've been sticking to my WW diet plan, and making food at home. I always feel really good when I accomplish my goals and do things around the house, like cooking, cleaning, etc. I tackled my pile-up of bills today as well - I've been paying most of them, but since I do the online thing, I never bother to open the actual mail. I put on my goal board to cancel paper bills for the ones I autopay, since its just more clutter for me.