01/28/2008 18:07
update on me
Sorry I haven't been around over the last little while, I had alot going on.
Let me bring you up to date;
- Its been 2 months since my hip replacement surgery. I am healing alot slower than I had planned. I thought that give me two weeks and I will be back to my normal life. But that didnt happen. I am still sore and in pain and its eight weeks later.
- I have been feeling sorry for myself and I used food to make it all better. I know that that is the wrong thing to do but that is the way I dealt with it. bordeem is the worse for me, because when I am bored, food becomes an obsession
- I saw my doctor a couple of days ago and he cleared me for work. I am so glad because I needed my life to get back to normal financially and weight loss wise. When I work, eating helathy is second nature. Well, financially I am dirty poor. I dont make enough money on EI to be able to survive.
- When I saw the doctor, he told me that my pathology is back from the surgery and they found more cancer cells. My doctor believes that the pathology is wrong, and what they thought was cancer cells is the material from my hip breaking down. Until told otherwise, I will believe the pathology. Luckily my course of treatment is the same whether I have the cancer or not. They took care of that during my surgery. I have been doing alot of research and what scares me is that when you get a reoccurance of cancer of any kind it increases your chance of getting alot of different cancers, such as breat cancer, ovarian cancer, etc. So I have to keep a close eye on my body and go see a doctor if I notice anything different
Anywho, I am back, I am healthy and I can beat the battle of the bulge...who is going to join me.

