feeling glum
well i had my opperation and was really shocked to find they could not remove my cyst . but funny thing is i woke up through night thinking well if this is menopause i dont feel any different so thats good , but when surgeon came next morning i was gutted . he had tried to take this huge cyst its 10cm now but it had stuck to my sigmoid bowel and he could not go any further so he drained it and did a biopsy and that was that . i was gutted and still am gutted . i am still in pain and fed up .only good thing is i still got ovaries and big cyst , he wants to leave me for 3 months then i will have scan again . well i have lost my appetite ( good thing ) i have to have injection every day for 6 weeks not such a good thing .and going to get weighed on fri so will update my weight log sorry to vent here but it helps me express my self . i will have to have another surgery this year got a gut feeling about that lol 

