04/28/2011 14:38
Shocked into Reality
This past weekend, the weather turned cold and I needed to take out some winter clothes....I turned my whole cupboard upside down and realised that I dont have a thing in the cupboard which fits me. This really upset me as I then came to the realisation how out of control I've gotten with my weight.
I went to the shops today to get a few super-sized items of clothing and then nearly burst into tears because with fitting on clothes I realised how much weight I had really put on. I'm used to being between a size 10 and 12 on a good day and I know I had been forced to get into a size 14. Imagine my surprise (dunno why I was surprised) when I needed to fit on pants sizes 16 and 18.
Right now I feel so disgusting....and I want to cry and I dont want to eat again ever...
I need to take control, not tomorrow not Monday....but today!!!!!
This blog will be about this journey....I need lots of prayers so that I can do this.
I really need to do this, for ME, my husband and the baby I hope to conceive at some point!!!!!!!
Bronwyn xoxo