08/11/2010 22:16
I cann't believe it !!
I cann't believe that almost two years to the date I am still thinking and doing the same thing. Why continue to do the same thing if it doesn't work I don't know.
I am going to be 42 in five months (read 40 years old) and I am over 200 pounds, still smoking (cause I quit for four months only to pick it up again, not full time I smoke about 5 cigarettes a day if that and I can spend a couple of days without smoking but I am still smoking)
It is unbelievable, I cann't believe it.
2009 was a good year I lost some weight but it wasn't so good because # 1 I didn't quit smoking and # 2 I didn't go to the gym at all.
How on earth am I going to achieve the two things I want the most, # 1 quit smoking and # 2 lose weight and # 3 exercise.
I am going to try again - and try again !!!!!