I am Broke and Upset
I am upset because I was supposed to start my Medifast today. OK so this is just a bunch of excuses I know. We went away for the weekend I got home too late to fix up the protein I need for today's meals. Then since Thursday when was my ovaluation day I can feel the last part of my cycle coming on terribly. I am not happy. I am a little scared. I want to get started tomorrow August 5 excatly 5 months to my 40th birthday January 5. I am also upset because I spent all my money buying the Medifast and I really seriously no doubt need to start it. And am upset I didn't start today like I planned last week.
I am so so tired I can fall asleep right here while I type this. I have such a headache. I just took two Motrins but my head is killing me. I don't want anything to stand in my way. I want to lose this weight before my birthday more than I want anything else.
Tonight when I get home from work am going to fix my chicken in the slow cooker over night and go to sleep early. Get the rest I need.
Please keep your fingers crossed for me and pray for me. I think that is what I need prayer or some kind of micracle work.