Journey To A New Me

Stress

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 23:06:14

I can't go into detail but I've been been under so much stress and turmoil in my life. Good news is I'm down to 139.2. I haven't been in the 130's for at least 6 years.

Love you all. I miss you all a ton.

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YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 00:04:12

I'm the lowest I've been in probably 6 years. I've now passed my WW low from August 2007! 142.4 lbs!!!!

I promise I'll be back soon. lots of luv, B

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Down again...

Saturday, December 8, 2007 21:00:22

So I think I just have one more pound to go to get where I was at my lowest at WeightWatcher's. Woot! I promise to check in soon. I really love you all and miss you tons. I just have so much going on right now. It's crazy. Comments(5)

Down, Down...

Friday, December 7, 2007 22:09:12

Down another 3.2lbs from last time I weighed. I'm at my highschool weight now. I promise soon i will be back on here checking on all my good friends. Things are so difficult right now. I'm truly living out hell. I hope it's over soon. Love you all!

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Heya

Friday, December 7, 2007 23:03:10

hey guys. I will update you soon but I don't have much time. I'm down to 148 even without WW's. I know it's stress but I'm only 3lbs from my highschool weight and 6lbs from my low last summer.

I love you all and you mean so much. So much is going on I haven't had time to blog or check on my wonderful friends. I promise I'll be back soon. Love you!

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July UPDATE....

Thursday, December 6, 2007 22:05:16

I MISS YOU ALL TERRIBLY. I can't even remember what I wrote in my last update but last month I filed for divorce. Things have got real nasty and this is going to be a very rough journey. I havne't asked for anything other than I have full custody of our baby and he gets plenty of visitation.

I had to stop WW's because I have no money at all. I did find a job that I can walk to in our little town. It's going to be a humbling experience as I have always been able to use my brain and now it's going to be using my brawn. (sp?). I'm just thankful I found something.

I'm sure that I've put on about 4lbs. I thought I would lose but I completely gave up alcohol altogether until this whole mess is over. I think I'm replacing the alcohol with food. It used to make me feel full and I wouldn't eat as much. I think I'm eating more now. How is that? lol.

I will post a newer pic of myself. I do look happy in it. Some sense of freedom is finally creeping into my life and my heart. Love you all!

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UPDATE....

Wednesday, December 5, 2007 22:00:01

Sorry guys. There is just so much going on right now I don't really have time to blog. In like another week it will be a month since I moved out of my house. This is crazy.

Yesterday's WI I was up .2lbs. Not a big deal...basically a maintain.

I'm trying to get through this. Thank you for those of you that have checked in on me. Sometimes I feel like I need a tranquilizer to get through this.

Love you all.

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Heya....

Thursday, December 6, 2007 00:05:00

Hi guys...down .2lbs tonight. It was to be expected since last week I had a huge loss. Sorry I'm not quite back yet. There's just too much. I'll be back soon and I love you all and thank you so much for your support. It's getting me through. luv ya

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WWWW Results...

Tuesday, December 4, 2007 22:08:22

I was down 4.2lbs! I'm so happy about that. That is the biggest loss I've ever had and now I'm the lowest I've been since REJOINING WW. I only have 8 more pounds to go until I get back down to where you see the lowest point in my graph!

Speaking of my graph, take a look at it! It's spiked DOWN!

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I love My EP Buddies....

Tuesday, December 4, 2007 22:08:13

I have to thank you all for the sweetest, most kind, most caring comments. Between my horse two weeks ago and now my separation, AND my dad.......you guys have been a major support. I even made two new friends! (Thank you spirit of fitness and Zed42 )

Tonight is WI. I know it will be decent. Amazing how stress affects your weight loss. I mean MAJOR stress. I've recored everything this week. For the first time I didn't even use half of my flex points. One day I only consumed 11.5 pts. Don't worry the other days were okay. This is all including the alcohol I consumed too. I know this weeks WI won't be for a good reason but it will still be nice to have a decent loss. I'll report back tonight.

I really need to catch up with you guys. Currently I have 128 posts to catch up on in my Google Reader. I don't know if I can catch up with everyone but I will try, okay? Soon, I'll be back guys. Love you.

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