YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I'm the lowest I've been in probably 6 years.  I've now passed my WW low from August 2007!  142.4 lbs!!!! 

I promise I'll be back soon.  lots of luv, B

Down again...

So I think I just have one more pound to go to get where I was at my lowest at WeightWatcher's.  Woot!  I promise to check in soon.  I really love you all and miss you tons.  I just have so much going on right now.  It's crazy. 

Down, Down...

Down another 3.2lbs from last time I weighed.  I'm at my highschool weight now.  I promise soon i will be back on here checking on all my good friends. Things are so difficult right now.  I'm truly living out hell.  I hope it's over soon.  Love you all!

Heya

hey guys.  I will update you soon but I don't have much time.  I'm down to 148 even without WW's.  I know it's stress but I'm only 3lbs from my highschool weight and 6lbs from my low last summer. 

I love you all and you mean so much.  So much is going on I haven't had time to blog or check on my wonderful friends.  I promise I'll be back soon.  Love you!

July UPDATE....

I MISS YOU ALL TERRIBLY.  I can't even remember what I wrote in my last update but last month I filed for divorce.  Things have got real nasty and this is going to be a very rough journey.  I havne't asked for anything other than I have full custody of our baby and he gets plenty of visitation. 

I had to stop WW's because I have no money at all.  I did find a job that I can walk to in our little town.  It's going to be a humbling experience as I have always been able to use my brain and now it's going to be using my brawn. (sp?).  I'm just thankful I found something. 

I'm sure that I've put on about 4lbs.  I thought I would lose but I completely gave up alcohol altogether until this whole mess is over.  I think I'm replacing the alcohol with food.  It used to make me feel full and I wouldn't eat as much.  I think I'm eating more now.  How is that?  lol. 

I will post a newer pic of myself.  I do look happy in it.  Some sense of freedom is finally creeping into my life and my heart.  Love you all!

UPDATE....

Sorry guys.  There is just so much going on right now I don't really have time to blog.  In like another week it will be a month since I moved out of my house.  This is crazy. 

Yesterday's WI I was up .2lbs.  Not a big deal...basically a maintain. 

I'm trying to get through this.  Thank you for those of you that have checked in on me.  Sometimes I feel like I need a tranquilizer to get through this. 

Love you all. 

Heya....

Hi guys...down .2lbs tonight.  It was to be expected since last week I had a huge loss.  Sorry I'm not quite back yet.  There's just too much.  I'll be back soon and I love you all and thank you so much for your support.  It's getting me through.  luv ya

WWWW Results...

I was down 4.2lbs!  I'm so happy about that.  That is the biggest loss I've ever had and now I'm the lowest I've been since REJOINING WW.  I only have 8 more pounds to go until I get back down to where you see the lowest point in my graph! 

Speaking of my graph, take a look at it!  It's spiked DOWN! 

I love My EP Buddies....

I have to thank you all for the sweetest, most kind, most caring comments.  Between my horse two weeks ago and now my separation, AND my dad.......you guys have been a major support.  I even made two new friends! (Thank you spirit of fitness and Zed42 )

Tonight is WI.  I know it will be decent.  Amazing how stress affects your weight loss.  I mean MAJOR stress.  I've recored everything this week.  For the first time I didn't even use half of my flex points.  One day I only consumed 11.5 pts.  Don't worry the other days were okay.  This is all including the alcohol I consumed too.    I know this weeks WI won't be for a good reason but it will still be nice to have a decent loss.  I'll report back tonight. 

I really need to catch up with you guys.  Currently I have 128 posts to catch up on in my Google Reader.  I don't know if I can catch up with everyone but I will try, okay?  Soon, I'll be back guys.  Love you. 

Life Changes.....

This week has been nuts.  I haven't even signed into google reader since last wednesday which was my last WI. 

I will probably have a decent WI because I haven't been able to eat this week.  I have moved in with my parents.  It's a long complicated story.  Part of me is relieved and the other part sad and stressed. 

I love you all and your friendship means so much to me.  Please understand why I have been a bad blogger friend.  I promise to catch up soon.  love ya ;-)