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| Height: | 157.5cm |
| Start weight: | 235.80lb |
| Current weight: | 214.80lb |
| Goal weight: | 175.40lb |
| Lost to date: | 21.00lb |
| Remaining: | 39.40lb |
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Start of day 2.
Well...I'm back!!
It's been a long day.
I've managed to stay on plan since my last post, but I was sick most of this past weekend...some kind of weird stomach bug, and I barely ate at all, so I didn't even bother to log anything in my food journal.
I had a TON of running around to do today. I woke up this morning, made breakfast for hubby and got him off to work, and then went downstairs to clean the dogs ears and brush him out for his vet appointment. Then the baby woke up, so I fed him breakfast, and took a shower. Then, I had just enough time to finish a cup of coffee before running out the door to take the dog to the vet-that turned out to be an hour and a half ordeal.
When I came back, I drank a slimfast shake and in the meantime, my mom (for those of you who don't know, we live with my parents for 2 reasons...#1, we're broke. #2, they're elderly, and can't do all of the things around the house that they once could) had broken down all of the Christmas decorations and had it boxed up, so I had to move it all into the crawlspace and get it situated. Some of the boxes, I kid you not, must weigh 100lbs or more. It took about 45 minutes to get it all shoved, lifted, and placed precisely where it can be found next year. I was dripping with sweat. I'm calling that today's work out.
Then at about 12:45, after feeding the baby his lunch, I remembered that the guy from the cable company was supposed to come and check our service issues. This requires him to be in our bedroom...where the gateway and main connection starts. Well, as I mentioned in the first paragraph, I've been feeling sick all weekend, meaning nothing (and I do mean nothing) has been done in the house to keep it clean, least of all our bedroom. Now I've got to clean up our bedroom...welcome to Becka's 10 second tidy. I managed to get it all cleaned up and drink a slimfast shake just in time for a knock at the door.
Thennnnnnn I went with hubby to his 3:30 dentist appointment. He had to have a tooth pulled. Then it was off the the grocery store to pick up his prescription, some food items that don't require a lot of chewing, and milk. For dinner I had Special K with strawberries with 2% milk and a banana, then a cup of coffee. I'm at about 891 calories...and I'm stuffed. Oh...and I'm tired. Have I mentioned my back is KILLING me? Now I'm off to put the rugrat to bed, and get some rest myself...or maybe play sims til 3am...who knows.
We will see how tomorrow goes...I have big plans to weigh in in the morning.
Let's start at the very beginning.
Happy New Year. I hope everyone had a wonderful time over the holidays.
Christmas was great. Hubby got me nearly every Sims expansion pack (my only leisurely activity these days), a beautiful journey ring (no...it doesn't play Don't Stop Believin" but I kinda wish it did now that I said that), a new necklace, and the coolest machiney thing called a cocomotion that heats and whips up hot chocolate for you (no more standing at the stove stirring for what always seems like 6 years while I eat all of the mini marshmallows). I also got a new Guess bag and my favorite JLo perfume from my sister, a gift certificate to my favorite hibachi restaurant, a coat (in a size TWELVE!!!), some super fly boots, the new cranium, the new Dean Koontz, and some other stuff that I'm clearly forgetting to mention. Wow...that's a LOT huh?
The boy got sick-starting Christmas morning (which is swell, since he just got over a cold/earache right after turkey day). This was the sickest he's ever been, and I'm still exhausted from the entire ordeal. So, needless to say, we made zero plans for New Years Eve. No friends, no alcohol, no Dick Clark stunt double countdown. I played Sims, Hubby played Gears of War (did I mention we're serious gamer geeks?) and we just mummered Happy New Year when we heard the fireworks going off outside our bedroom window. Ehh...not too big of a deal though-I was exactly where I wanted to be, and not including my sister, who was also home with sick kids, I had everyone here that I wanted to see anyway.
So..onto the whole diet thing...
I've never been one for making New Years Resolutions...honestly. I feel like the whole resolution thing is a little overplayed, and can't figure out exactly why we have to wait until January 1st of every year to make a positive change for ourselves. I still feel that way, so I'm not about to start making resolutions now.
However, I've been slipping up a lot lately. You know..the whole holiday ruckus "I've been baking all day, cleaning all day, one cookie won't hurt, I deserve a treat or 12, don't have time to make dinner so let's order a pizza" kind of situations? Not that I've gained an abundance of weight from all of it (No, I'm not bragging or anything-typically I would gain 5-7 lbs around the holidays-my family is nothing but a bunch of foodies)-this morning I only weighed in a little less than 2 lbs heavier.
Anyway, to get to my point. I'm back on the wagon. There's no excuses left to derail my train-the left overs are gone, the cookies are gone or have lost their novelty already, and I'm soooooo tired of feeling like crap at the end of the day from all the bad stuff I've put in my belly.
Expect to see more of me around, so that there will be less of me around...if you catch my drift. I'm back on plan, counting calories like a psycho, and working out daily.
Yay for 2009!!!-I've got 16.9lbs to lose to reach my ultimate goal weight of 175lbs (the lightest I've been since my freshman year in highschool nearly SEVENTEEN years ago)-and I think after that, I'm going to toy with the idea of losing another 15-25lbs within the next year.
Giving thanks...
I know things have been hard for many of my friends and family lately due to the economy, recent events and everyday life. So, I was thinking about reliving a family tradition we have(quite common, actually) on myspace. Everyone who reads this bulletin should post 10 things they are thankful for. It kind of puts things in a different perspective and reminds us that through the ups and downs of life, there is always something positive to fall back on. Happy Thanksgiving to all! Have fun, be safe and eat lots of yummy food! Don't ever forget what the day is all about.
I AM THANKFUL FOR-
1. My husband, who has worked really hard to get a better position in his company so I can continue to stay home with our son.
2.
My son, who gets me to laugh even on the worst of days
3.
My family, because they are a neverending circle of support, and laughter
4.
My parents, who, even though they make me insane, allow us to live here until we can get on our feet (Oh how we need a place of our own)
5. Joels side of the family (who are now MY other family) who accepted me with open loving arms and made it feel as though they've ALWAYS been mine.
6. My friends...both the old and the new, because they accept me and love me no matter HOW fucking insane I can be at times.
7. Parenting...by far the hardest job and most rewarding experience of my life
8. The United States military, for giving up everything to keep our country safe while we enjoy the accomodations of everyday life.
(Please keep them in your thoughts-most of them won't get to see their families this holiday season)
9.
Phentermine and a decent diet and exercise plan that have helped me shed 43 pounds!!!
10. Coffee...it gets me through the day with eyes WIDE open..

