P90X has arrived.... Time to get serious.
My P90X arrived Saturday. I am sooo excited. I still have a few things to buy (pull-up bar and such) so I can't start quite yet... but I watched the getting started DVD and even previewed one of the workouts. OMG! It is going to absolutely kick my butt. But that's exactly what I need! After I watched the workout DVD, my husband asked me if I was excited.... I said "More like intimidated!" LOL
I weighed for the first time since Christmas yesterday. It was 119... a gain of 3 lbs. Then I weighed again this morning and it was 116, so I am back where I started from. Maybe I was just retaining water yesterday or something.
I was doing some thinking this morning and here's what I came up with:
Not only is another year about to begin, but today is the first official day of my 13 week half marathon training program. I think it's about time I got serious about this whole 'becoming healthy' thing. I keep SAYING that it's what I want, but my actions don't agree with my words. I know that if the two don't line up, then I am not going to make any progress. So WHY do I do it? Am I sabatoging my own success? Do I not want it badly enough? Why??
I really AM ready to do this. Now, I have my P90X, I have a workout schedule made out for the next 13 weeks, that I MUST stick to in order to be ready for 13.1 miles on March 30th. I have three children who learn from me, and imitate my actions. If I SAY I am going to do something and then don't follow through, what am I teaching them?
It's time to make the REAL commitment. It's time to get serious.
Happy New Year everyone... and here's to RENEWED COMMITMENTS in 2008!
~Becki~

