04/25/2006 09:48
Struggling
I am struggling lately. I can't seem to get motivated and have lost all semblance of will power. I eat anything that I want. I know I can't do that. I have gained .8 of a pound. It's definitely not water weight since I have been at the same weight 2 weeks in a row. UGGH. I need to refocus. I want to have that same willpower I did when I started in October. I was so focused. Now I am just such a slacker. What is wrong with me? The closer I get to Onederland, the more I seem to sabotage myself. I had french fries yesterday. I know I can't eat french fries. I ate them all... Didn't even blink. I can't eat like that. Then, I felt guilty, but still had half a brownie when I got back to work. Damn it. I just want to be able to control my eating. Why can't I take control of that one part of my life?????????
Posted By: bigmamma35
04/25/2006 10:52
BE PROUD!!
at least you ate only half of the brownie. i would have eaten at least 4 brownies!!! i am at that spot right now too...i have been eating eating eating. whenever and whatever i want and i can't stop!!!! you should be proud of yourself because you ate only half of the brownie!!!!!!!!!!!!! have a great day!
04/26/2006 06:05
watchdog
I think being sometimes being a constant "watchdog" about what I am eating gets aggravating sometimes. I know how ya feel.
05/04/2006 12:09
Being Human
It's human to want to eat what everyone else is eating sometimes. I have days (and weeks) like that, too. You'll get the motivation back! Don't give up and don't beat yourself up because you had a not-so-perfect couple of weeks. Admitting that you're human and have flaws is the first step. Forgive yourself and go on with your life. You're doing great and you will get back up on the horse when you are ready! Good luck!
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