ENOUGH!

OK.  I JUST WROTE A MOST DEPRESSING ENTRY.  ALL THIS CRAP ABOUT NEVER MEETING GOALS AND FALSE PROMISES.  AND THEN I CAME TO MY SENSES AND REALIZED, "WHO NEEDS THIS?!?"

nobody!  nobody out there needs to read about all my shitty shit.  hell, i don't even need to read about all my shitty shit!  we're trying to support each other here!  and, yes, sometimes there is a great deal of strength in learning that everybody struggles - but my entry wasn't about that.  my entry was wallowing.  wallow.  wallow.  cry.  wallow. 

so - i hope none of you happened upon my site during the 32 foolish seconds it took me to realize that nobody needs that kind of downer.

i'm going to leave you all with one assignment for tomorrow:

No negative thoughts.  If you don't have any body confidence - well, find some for tomorrow.  Don't feel undesireable - feel sexy.  Find the positivity and power that you already have.  Because it's there - it's just buried under pounds and sadness and frustration.  So reach down, pull it up, and flaunt it all day!