Well, haven't been on here in ages.  Have actually gained a few pounds in the meantime.  I've always thought that it was a dumb idea for an ostritch to burry it's head in the sand when there's trouble, but for some reason I try doing that very same thing when it comes to dieting!!!    I mean really, you know when you make bad food choices or eat too much...you're going to suffer the consequences.... the scale goes UP instead of down, as do the clothing sizes...YUCK!  Sure worrying about food and having to steer clear of the junk it totally bites some days, but when you stop TRYING that's when things go straight down the crapper!!!  Years ago I used to think my BFF was crazy the way she'd obsess over 5 or 10 lbs.  Her famous "CODE RED" and the latest & greatest diets.  Now all these years later here I am 100 lbs overweight and she's doing just fine, and still not letting herself off the hook when she puts on those 5 or 10 lbs.  (Oh to have been obsessed when I had only 5 or 10 lbs to worry about)!!!!

Never stop trying!  We all fall of the bandwagon...I know I do, but the important part is that we get back on again.  Hang in there, I see progress in your future.  Your heart is already going in the right direction.

I know you have some drastic stuff coming up in your life.  Where are you?