11/11/2008 14:26
Not Good!
Greetings!
It's been a minute huh? Ofcourse it has......Why? Who knows. What I do know is I'm not doing great at all. I haven't lost a pound. I started back excercising intermittently...something always happens when I try to gain momentum....ie the kiddo gets sick or childcare times at the Y don't agree with my schedule etc etc.
So, presently I am just taking stock of Who, What, When, Where and Why?
Remembering everything that I have tried to use as incentive. All the smoke I blew up my own ass and where I am at today. Fastly approaching miserable...is the current state of affairs.
I think I am honestly addicted to POST Raisin Bran---no other. And I refuse to only pour out the recommended serving size. I will fill up my bowl and I was actually fooling myself as to how many points it really was. I did calculations today and that one bowl of cereal/including milk is approximately 15 points.
I had to quit Weight Watchers, I don't even remember if I put that in my last post or not. New house----other priorities---I may re-join after things have settled but only online.
What I do know is I am getting uncomfortable again. I know I need to get control or I may lose all my hard work. And I need to find out what is wrong with me.
Last night alone after getting off work and after eating my dinner at work I
1) Sampled the babysitters stuffed pork chops.
2) Had 2 small squares of the babysitters brownies
3) Left--- went home---grabbed a halloween pack of m&m's
4)then grabbed a halloween reeses
5)then had 2 ff jello cups with whip
6)glass of wine
7)tsp of peanut butter
I was not hungry----WTH!
Pray for me please!
have a great week!