My dedication is just not there. Why? I don't know. Last week though I did 3 days of 60 mins water aerobics and weight training though. But my eating was rather careless.
We went to an eatery called Craig-O's. I had never been there before BUT I indulged in an eggplant parmesan hot sub. OMG! Absolutely divine. Oh, and holy moly I DID NOT turn down my husband when he said he wanted Golden Chick. So, yes, I've been a bad girl. Well, not necessarily bad. Just not mindful. But it was good. Oh and for my birthday we had Catfish Parlour my absolute favorite fried fish and I had dessert. So, there you have it. I've fessed up to the worst of my indiscretions.
Now what eerks me is that I am on week 14 with WW's. And mind you I haven't been 100% OP obviously. And a grand total of what 6 pds /- only loss. But what is one to expect?
I'm just being real with myself. I'm going to keep pressing on. I'm not going to be unrealistic. This week I will again say that I am aiming for 216 BAN and 217 with WI clothes.
Rose I will see you on Saturday the 12th. Let me know if y'all are still at the 0930 meeting.
B
Posted By: berniezaire
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04/06/2008 09:51
HUH?!??!?!
BIRTHDAY??!?!? I somehow managed to MISS your BIRTHDAY??!?!? OMG.
You know, you're supposed to "self promote" that kind of thing on here.
B, sometimes we just get tired of being in a routine and sometimes its good to break up the monotony and have something else. I did that myself this weekend. I ate just what I wanted to eat, which included half a a huge chocolate chip cookie in a skillet with ice cream. That was a huge indulgence but hey, it's what I wanted. Try not to get too off'd by not feeling as with it as you've previously been, I think its just our bodies way of saying, " BORRRING!!!"
First of all - Happy Belated Birthday!! I'm sorry I missed it!! And don't worry about the indiscretions on your birthday - I'd be disappointed if you stressed about eating the right things!! And really, I'm looking at what appears to be 3 meals, which won't make or break your plan. We all have days like that sometimes. You are doing awesome with your water aerobics and you continue to commit to press on. I have no doubt you'll be fine. I am so proud of how you keep at it! You so rock!
I went and read her post about feeling good, and I think the pictures are a bit of a facade to some extent. I always feel awesome leaving her sessions, they are the best pick me up I've ever had. However, up until that night I was feeling quite frustrated with yes I'm progressing in what I'm physically capable of, but I really hadn't noticed the changes in my body (and I still get the joy of seeing the nekkid me every day I step out of my shower). What bastard puts a huge mirror directly across from the shower anyway??!?! Anyways, yes having some tangible physical progress did boost my already heightened spirits. I still need to find that inner peace with the physical me.
