08/17/2007 00:38
got excited too soon
Ok....so that guy didn't call. So, I got depressed and didn't eat for a week and lost 6lbs. I wasn't happy about the way that happened, honestly.
Luckily, my eating is back to normal and I've probably regained some of what I lost but not all of it, which is totally fine. And to get over my feelings of rejection, I went out and had a one night stand with a guy at the local bar. It's so pathetic of me, but I really wanted the validation. Luckily he turned out to be sexy and not a jerk, but these days you never know and the whole thing was probably kind of dangerous.
Men are not the key to happiness. They never will be. I have to find it in myself.