05/20/2007 05:08
It's 5:08am
I am exhausted and have been getting no sleep, which I know is a huge barrier to weight loss. I have also been thinking about my ex and feeling sad, but thankfully not eating. I did sleep in this morning and missed weigh in. This is not good. I want to go on Monday.
I'm not being a perfect Vegan, but have reduced dependency on cheese,eggs and dairy so far this month, which was a mini goal.
I'm also stuck running barely 2 miles at 5.2mph on the treadmill. I need to grow some balls and run outside, and not be afraid of what people think.
I do miss having love in my life...but I need self love first.