04/03/2009 06:18
I am ok
I am doing ok nutrition wise. It is getting easier to not go after way too many sweets. I am eating more veggie type food stuffs and the exercising is getting better. I still have problems with my depression and self-loathing. I still feel like a fat ugly blimp and sometimes I wonder if it will ever get any better. Then I have a not-so-bad day and think it is getting better. Which is better a food rollercoaster where I binge eat or an emotional rollercoaster that bounces from almost happy to depressed? Oh well, one of these days I can figure this out.
In the meantime I am going to go get some salad.
Just writing,
AuntieBear