news!
my sister and niece were visiting from NY and my sister is 19 years older than me.... and she is totally acting like my mom... and we got into a big fight because i didn't want her to take my picture in my bathing suit - i told her no - and she did it anyways... i'm sorry - but that is just showing me that she doesn't respect my wishes... and when i told her that she said "that's right amy, i don't respect you." (and make sure you say that with a lot of sarcasim)
i didn't want my picture taken in a bathing suit - because i'm still not totally comfortable with my weight.... it's been a long road - i lost 50 lbs and when we moved to georgia i put 20 back on..... i was really hoping to get to my goal weight before getting pregnant - but it didn't happen - and you know what... i'm okay with that. because i will get to my goal weight.... after baby!
she told me - you're never going to be happy with your weight (i told her yes i am) she told me that i'm never going to get to my goal (i told her yes i am) she told me that i'm going to be up and down just like every other woman in my family (i told her no i'm not) what a way for an older sister to be supportive - huh?
she asked me if i wasn't going to allow people to take my picture while i'm pregnant.... i told her of course they can take my picture - but i'll be in clothes - not a bathing suit...
i still can't believe that she did that.... i told her no and she still did