04/01/2009 04:32
getting my head back in the game
i don't know what my problem is....
where my motivation has gone....
i need to find it - FAST!
i need to stop eating chocolate... that is my biggest thing right now.. and i have it in my classroom (because -unfortunately- that seems to be the only thing that is working to help keep my students in line)
i need to eat more veggies.... i haven't had a salad in a long time - mostly because it hasn't been appealing to me... i need to spend the money to get the items i need to make more salad meals for dinner (which chicken!)
i need to keep going to the gym on a consistant basis.... the gym has been hit or miss ever since i've been here in georgia. and i don't really know why... i used to LOVE going to the gym in north carolina.
my weight hasn't been too bad.... i've been within 10 pounds of where i was when i moved.... which isn't good - but it isn't horrible either.
my pants are fitting tight though.... and some of my shirts are too - and i do not like that - AT ALL!
i'm watching TBL right now and michelle just made a comment that made total sense.... about BALANCE.... i think that is my trouble - i don't know how to balance everything... how and when do i do that? balance home, work, gym, friends, my husband.... i don't know