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  • Name: RICHARD DEAN
  • City: Waxahachie
  • State: TX
  • Country: US

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My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 270.00lb
Current weight: 270.00lb
Goal weight: 220.00lb
Lost to date: 0.00lb
Remaining: 50.00lb

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WORKING OUT

I'm glad that I got away during lunch.  The office was beginning to close all around me.  I am pretty sure I was boarding insanity.  I got away and got a good 45 min. workout in.  I just push myself to work hard and fast.  It usually leads to a good work out and a great stress release.  I need to find something to do in the evening, becuase I think my stress is the cause of my insomnia.  I feel better about the whole EX-GF thing.  I am seeing what I need to do but it's easier said than done.  I am planning on switching jobs soon and i really hope it hurries becasue this gazing at a computer screen all day with no purpose is killing me.  HAHAH you see how much work they have for me to do.  I'm so swamped that I have time to make a website, write in my blog (twice already today) and play on the WW website.  Go figure.  I am trying to become a Texas State Trooper.  If I get that gig I will definately have something to do all the time.  It will be awesome i can't wait.  Oh well tomorrow is another day and every thing always works out!

Ex-GF

OMG!!! I think this whole breaking up with her thing is harder than all the shit she put me through.  She still wants to talk to me each and every day, but doesn't take into consideration that that makes things harder.  She still wants to be all lovey dovey on the phone.  I love lovey dovey but not with my EX-GF.  i think that just complicates things and makes it harder on me to move on.  Today I thought I would play along because i really do miss her, and then it blew up in my face and she says that i am trying to hang on to nothing.  What the hell does that mean when she was the one that started all this poop?  Tomorrow's another day and things always work out!

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